...give up on this account, give up on dA...I mean, yeah, I've got friends. But that's what e-mail and notes are for. I watch people. But I can just stalk and not make any comments...I could give up on this account easily and not even bother to create a new one, because I have another one. Never do shit with it, but I do.
It's a fetish account, and generally that's what I strictly use it for.
I'm into vore, cannibalism...stuff like that.
So now you know, Internet. Now you know my weirdest secret.
So tell me...should I just give up and move on?
Should I just stop hiding behind this little account and say: HEY! I WRITE TERRIBLE FICS, LIKE VORE, AND WRITE TERRIBLE, TRASHY FICS, TOO!!!
Will probably delete this later, but you know what?
For now it's staying up.
Because I want my friends to know what I'm dealing with.
Not just depression.
Not just anxiety.
I'm dealing with shame of who I am.
Of what I am.
Of the fat, overweight bitch I am.
Of the stupid idiot who can only seem to get work at a call-center over an hour away.
Of the vore-loving whore I am.
And that's one of the hardest things to deal with.